I am surprised that a couple as intellectually superior and socially evolved as you, GroundedSpirit, missed the statistical summary on the HOME page of the forum, which shows the numbers of Threads, Posts, Members, and Active Members. Left side, near bottom.
There is also a searchable FAQ, on the top banner of every page of the website,
or the "Contact Us" link to email forum admin. directly, for you to use with this sort of an issue, so that you don't clog up the board with your next newbie question. Bottom right.
You might want to take a few minutes to familiarize yourself with the website, if you can take a break from ignoring your accountability for your rude behavior to Ceoli.
(My name is Fidelia, and I am fully accountable for this message. No Justice, no peace.)