Originally Posted by SchrodingersCat
Personally, I've learned to trust my gut. There are times where things just don't "feel right" and I can't put my finger on it. I used to ignore those feelings because I couldn't rationalize them, and then in hindsight I would learn what I was reacting to.
Wow Schrodingers. Your comment just made me realize something. All of this struggling against my feelings that I'm doing may in my own relationship (long story there) very well me be mowing over my own intuition. Despite all logic and attempts to sort it out, it's just THERE like an iceberg in my body. Something just no longer feels right.
It sounds like a tough place to be Mollyme, especially when you've had such positive experiences in the past. When I'm feeling like that I go for a sweaty run, do some yoga, have a hot bath, or drive around in my car and have a good yell/cry. I wish I could offer you more wisdom, but I find myself in a similar place these days. Hugs.