Journals help alot! I do not want to stop playing. i want to learn how to be healthy and understanding towards his needs. I have thought of taking others and he is perfectly ok with it. I simply do not have the time and energy. I work 10 hour shifts in a retail pharmacy. When I get home, i am completely beat. This is one of the reasons I am ok with this. I have every Thursday off, just for him. We go do all kinds of things and then we spend 1-2 weekends together as well. Between all of this and family obligations, which he attends often, I don't think it would be fair to have someone that I don't have time for.
Trying to play well with others, lots of others!!!