should i know or not?
Brief description, I have been with my girlfriend for 1 1/2 years who is polyamorous. She became involved with a man about 7 months ago.
Since then I have been going back and forth if I want to know what happens between them. I don't think she tells him what happens between us so I go back and forth if I want to know if I have a right to know. So looking for some advice.
Do I have a right to know? If so if anyone can answer should I know? As in is it helpful or hurtful? I think I want to know because of my jealousy but I am trying so hard to control that feeling. I am confused please help.