Guess its kinda getting better
I had a small panic attak this morning when I woke up and F was already gone to spend the day with T.
But tonight we are all playing a card game together and its not too bad, but the idea of her spending the night upsets me a little. Im having trouble getting use to this.
T was incredibly nice to me when she came in, but F has been basically ignoring me while T has been here, I know how John feels when Im around F and dont give him kisses or touch him.
I am not sure what to do, not being able to see them bothers me the most I think. They disappear into his room and I get all panicy.
Im having a lot of trouble with this. Im going nuts... Im not sure what to do.
they want to roll D&D characters... I did not sign up for this. I'd rather DM.
Yep, they go to bed, panic attack starts, I cant keep doing this.
- For the pursuit of happiness, not the sit around and wait for happiness -
Jen - bi female
John (Juntas)- husband
M - John's girlfriend