Originally Posted by padlina
Started reading Your blog thread RP, but I am just on 10th page
oh man, that's an epic tale.
good luck getting through it. There is a lot in there!
Glad you are refocusing some how and coming up with some strategies. Don't be too hard on yourself about your temper, we all do "human" things in the face of threat. It might be best to move forward in a healthy way from here and let it go.