Originally Posted by polyexplorer
Thanks for the comments so far!
Bookbug, perhaps you are right. Perhaps I am going through some grief yet to be expressed. Having said that though, I feel like I've gone through 6 years of grief! Part of the difficulty is that I still have hope that the relationship may be rekindled. The downside of hope is that it makes it hard (impossible??) to let go and move on.
Polyexplorer, you're preaching to the choir about hope. LOL! If you read "Need some perspective" you'll get my story. Hope keeps trying to rear its ugly head, and I keep trying to kill it, so far unsuccessfully.