.........I have a GF. I think. GF seems...trite. To small to describe what is actually happening.
3 weeks ago I was on the verge of complete self destruction. Partying all night, every night. Girls, clubs, booze, bar fights and....other things.
Last week? The universe offered up the other side of choice. it's like I woke up in someone else's life.
T and I are good. Better than we've been in years. Friends. I feel.....whole and complete for the first time in recent memory.
So here's the question for those farther along this journey. How do I maintain this? How do I not fall back into Fear and self pity?
Because where I am is so much better than where I was when this all got started. I'd appreciate any help or suggestions you may have.
Freetime. All the time. Every time.