Onwards to the holidays. Week from hell just ended and all I want is family, friends and lots of laughs. I hope I can pull that off with my sister in law coming and a whole lot of expectations placed on me. I wish my men understood the latter part of that more. Alas they don't. They think I should shrug it off, walk away and do what I want. Sometimes I feel entirely misunderstood and alone. Sometimes so under appreciated. Sometimes I just want to be alone, pack my bag and leave them all.... work included. This caregiver has officially reached compassion fatigue.
The only thing left to do is help myself... right after this stupid Christmas thing. I'm hoping it won't use me up completely. BAH, I've been here before, I don't let that happen.