Sorry you've been ill. Also, I was wondering if you've thought of why you got so frustrated with Lin when he didn't tell you whether he wanted you to spend the night with him or not? I see that you didn't offer your own opinion about it either, though you then missed him. I don't think you should beat yourself up and think you're too needy, but ask for something to get your need of closeness met. He may not be able to give it if he doesn't feel like it, but you won't get it if you don't ask. (If only I would learn to take my own advice... I guess it's a process.)
Nice to see some pictures of you. All three of you are so hot.. I mean pretty.