I just want to go home.
I feel this ache in my gut and I am forcing tears back from my eyes.
I feel like I deserved this, I deserved to be cheated on. I deserved to be lied to. I deserved to be hurt and betrayed.
Because I made a stupid decsion.
Because I didn't think clearly.
Because I was reckless with my life.
And now what has this gotten me.
I am miserable.
I am alone.
I will be destitue if I move back home without a job.
I am hurting.
All because someone can't keep their promises.
All because someone doesn't care about anyone but themselves.
I can't do this anymore.
Me- Free Spirited Bisexual R- My Partner W- His Girlfriend