Thanks. We've been through a lot.
Last night she talked again about working on letting go of jealousy. She's really
working hard and I feel kind of bad for "inflicting" this on her.
I find there's three emotional states I'm feeling most:
- An intense, tearful state that is a weird mix of happiness at how close we are, sadness that she is hurting, and joy at the possibility of living poly
- Impatience at wanting to jump into poly RIGHT NOW
- Guilt because of the aforementioned impatience