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Old 12-20-2011, 06:51 PM
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Thanks. We've been through a lot.

Last night she talked again about working on letting go of jealousy. She's really working hard and I feel kind of bad for "inflicting" this on her.

I find there's three emotional states I'm feeling most:
  • An intense, tearful state that is a weird mix of happiness at how close we are, sadness that she is hurting, and joy at the possibility of living poly
  • Impatience at wanting to jump into poly RIGHT NOW
  • Guilt because of the aforementioned impatience
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