Thank you for the reply, Imagination!
My husband is open and supportive. I keep him up to date on everything that I'm going through. He is a mono and I am feeling like there is a disconnect there to certain extent. I wish he understood how I feel, but he is supportive and nonjudgemental of even the things he doesn't get for himself.
Your advice to fully experience and appreciate each moment is very valuable here. I think if I think too much about my ambition to move Artist an my friendship's relationship to the next level that I may not fully appreciate what we have now.