Did you talk with your husband about your ambitions, is he ok with it?
Originally Posted by Luna393
So I've cleared the air about what polyamory means to me: the ability to experience romantic love for more than one person.
Very well said, that gets to the point. My experiences with friends who say they want to live monogamous is, that they mean it. However, every situation is different. I really don't want to give you an advice. For sure, it sounds like you have a very good friend.
In any way, I wish you good luck and every situation is there to learn. It's an art to appreciate everything that happens (I didn't quite learn it yet, but I'm on my way). Take your time, eventually what should be will take place.