After a rather irritating conversation with Mad Scientist, I feel like crap. We constantly banter and bicker back and forth and this time it hit a nerve or two. Everyone is so used to me hanging out with guys but I get so tired of being seen as one of the boys. It sometimes feels like I have to be one of the boys or nothing.
He called and apologized, very considerate but now I just feel sad rather than mad. I got some things off my chest about his unusual behavior and said that I was upset about more than our miscommunication. It was a mature, adult conversation and I really wished I felt better for having it, but I don't.