I currently identify myself as a person who is monoamorous but is a bit shakey in its philosophy and thus am curious and open to what is polyamory. I've had discussions with my girlfriend about what may be the suggestions of opening myself up to polyamory and thus I've found this website!
My shakey beliefs in closed two-person relationships comes from my inability to not just be fascinated with one person. When I use the term fascinated, I mean I find myself falling in love with many people but otherwise repressing those feelings because of social pressure and I also revel in finding how other people think.
I sometimes feel like John Cage...
With the openness and discipline of learning like a child, but with the wisdom of an adult.