I, upon father's insistence, am going to talk to military recruiters tomorrow. He thinks it'd be good to show me options, such as being able to go abroad, teach me more discipline, finish my education. I'm not so sure this is what I'd want. I have been planning on going backpacking, but all this craziness felt like it took over. It did. All of my attention is/was on it. I'll keep writing. I have so much to say. So much has happened.
Me = needing self help