Hey friends, thank you all for your concern, I know it sounds crazy of me to hang in there but I don't give in that easily! Plus there are so many other things to consider that I don't think this is the right time for me to take action.
We are planning to sell this house after the baby is born as well as re-locate, who knows what will happen in 2012? it will be a trying time for all. I know he has been totally disconnected from this pregnancy and caught up in his own world, but the harsh reality of helping me birth our child and watch helplessly as it fades from this world might be the wake up he needs...
If not then it's back to the drawing board!