Hi and welcome Kissman (cool name). I am sure there are some folks who would like to respond, but it's rather difficult to read a wall of text. You can edit posts for 12 hours after putting them up - please go back and add paragraph breaks (hit enter twice). Thanks!
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"Oh, oh, can't you see? Love is the drug for me." ~Bryan Ferry
"Love and the self are one . . ." ~Leo Buscaglia "