i have respected her space... until last night -sent a short but supportive email. . . which she responded to and I now find myself feeling almost angry. i am doing my best not to think about it, but it hurts. i am of the mind that you should rely on people you love when you are struggling, not cut them off. i also worry that i have given away all of my power, but just waiting until she decides she is ready to come back.
she told me that she was cutting off the world - everyone... but then i got a message from her partner last night - which indicated that they had been talking. how do i not take that personally?
this is not their first try at this. it is mine!!
time to get up and find something to do... thank you for your support!