Spent the last two days scrubbing every inch of my bathroom, emptying out all my kitchen cabinets and cleaning everything in there. Afraid to look in the cabinet under the sink, haha!
I'm getting ready to hold an apartment sale, so I'm sorting my belongings into things I can let go of. I'm gonna get rid of furniture, too. *sigh* Whenever I come across something from my late mother or my ex, it slows me down. So many memories, so much sadness.
Seeing Lively tonight for dinner. Don't know if I will invite him over afterward, I'm exhausted and my place is a mess from every room being turned upside down.
Tired.
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Independent solo polyamorist seeking lover-friends willing to invest in friendship, companionship, and love, but without a need for partnership.
Never confuse commitment with exclusivity, love with ownership, nor sex with intimacy!
For me, it is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring.
~ Carl Sagan
Last edited by nycindie; 12-02-2011 at 11:48 PM.
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