I don't know. I just wanted to say welcome. I think people associate polyamorous with sex and so forth but it is about relationships but it also especially means making a meaningful connection. I haven't been very successful at it (my first triad ended rather messily and my subsequent attempt was ok, just my friend moved away) but I know that I am able to care for more than one person at a time. You have to define it for yourself... everyone is different.
Hope you find the forum helpful! Welcome!