Annabel its easy to say that he was hiding behind a mask.
But the truth it, I knew everything before I moved here.
I knew all the character flaws, his weaknesses, lies and mistakes.
I knew it all but somehow I think being young prevented me from understanding that these are not things that are easy to overcome.
Thats not my defensive of him by the way, he doesn't deserve defence..
It's just me asking myself why I chose to move when I knew the risks, because they were large.
I am going to talk to him tonight about possibly going on a break until I can work out what I want.
The fact of the matter is, I don't trust him and I wont until he can prove that he is trustworthy I don't think I can continue to live like this.
Me- Free Spirited Bisexual R- My Partner W- His Girlfriend