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Old 11-04-2009, 08:03 PM
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this thread as been really intresting for me
i deal with emotional and physical pain in a strange way becuase i have a disosiative disorder which means i disconnect myself, it has only been in recent years that i have been able to feel some kind of emotional or extreem physical pain,

now that i can
i see its value,
when i was in labour, i knew that my baby would be born still, but i refused an epidural becuase i felt it was important to feel the pain both physically and emotionally, it is the hardist thing i have ever done, however i do not for one min regret it. I am grateful that i felt the experience in full i can't really explain why but i just accepted that this is how i felt. The physical pain, and the emotional pain and i didn't fight it.

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