going into the 22nd week this week, excited yes and still kind of sad about things. i havent really talked to either of them as much since all of this and that hurts quite a bit, there are additional things going on with one of them as well and i wish i could be there for support at least for that but right now its hard enough to get a reply back to a text. idk. the distance does kill me quite abit and i often wish things were different there. this has been very up and down this week and is effecting my thinking, emotions everything right now.
apparently last night baby started hiccuping. i ahte that i am missing so much