F's girl toy -T is staying the night tomorrow. She said she wants to spend the evening with me. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I don't know what her motives are and I don't trust that she would be truthful about them if I asked.
Its possible that she just wants to hang, since she asked me, not F, if she could come over. But I think she is interested in me, though Im not sure if its me or the fact that F and I are lovers. If its just a threesome that she wants or if she wants more.
I hate not knowing, but I dont know how to bring it up either. We were friends but not close before they started sleeping together. and I dont do well with girls.
How do I handle this, how do i bring it up with her, since Ive only had one serious conversation with her and it was to talk to her about how i couldnt handle her and F having a relationship right now.
Ive been thinking about that, and I need to get over it, its my own insecurity that is putting that block up. Im working on it.
- For the pursuit of happiness, not the sit around and wait for happiness -
Jen - bi female
John (Juntas)- husband
M - John's girlfriend