Originally Posted by BaconWrappedCupcakes
Probably. I keep feeling like if I can 'forget' about her and focus on him that it'll get better.
SHE is not the problem.
Hey, it's your life. You may not have known what you were getting into before but you're now knowingly choosing to be with somebody who does not have integrity. At this point expecting him to act honestly and not risk your health is ridiculous, so you're going into this knowing he will lie to you and do things that might subject you to things that could hurt you.
And if you think he won't you haven't been listening to your own story.