Somteimes I find it very difficult to read some posts and not take on the pain of others. I like to contribute and share my experiences. I have a wonderful poly relationship and there are certainly challenges my monogamous nature poses. Most of them are related to a fear of the future in some areas. I am amazingly blessed to have Redpepper and her family in my life. I have not felt a love for someone like this before and I am embracing it for all it is worth!!