I just...it's so silly but...I want my first baby to be my husband's. I know you can take birth control and you should use condoms anyway but bc fails and condoms break and if I found myself having a child for the first time and it wasn't my husband's....I'd be heartbroken.
I've been trying to just strike up friendships but I feel like people don't want to be friends with someone who isn't going to be a potential partner. Like this one girl kept brushing me off after we discussed the fact that I'm married and poly and I'm over here thinking....so all the things we have in common are pointless now? We can't be friends? What the fuck?