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Old 11-08-2011, 01:37 AM
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I'm feeling restless lately and like my world is out of sorts... I suspect its to do with Leo. I almost can't bare to see him any more due to the fact that I am drawing to a close on the experiment of not being closer to him to include sexual intimacy. I don't know what to do about it, if anything. He doesn't want any of it to change because he doesn't want to lose what we have, so why push it. It might mean I will have to say good-bye, but that won't change the position I am in even for next time. If there is a next time. I get incredibly anxious and sad before and after I see him. I enjoy our time together, but its over shadowed by fear, doubt, and sadness.... what to do? what to do?
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