The weirdest poly emotional oddity ever.
So I don't feel like explaining it right now, but things with Anne just ended HORRIBLY in a very ugly breakup.
And now I am experiencing very, very weird emotional dichotomy.
I'm going through all the same post-bad-breakup feelings I know so well from my past. But Violet is still here and I love her and I still have this positive relationship in my life. While going through a horrible nasty breakup. So I really want to hate all women and all their manipulative shit for a while, but I can't. Because I love Violet. And that's good - but it's denying me my women hating moment, lol.
It kinda makes my brain hurt. But in a good way. Kinda.