Originally Posted by CranberryStardust
I guess I stay because the sex is so good. And its safer than having sex with a single guy with whom I might get too involved or who might hurt me.
Huh? Safer in what way? You are being used and have no freedom in this arrangement.
Wait a minute... I thought you don't really have sex with him, other than just giving him blow jobs while she watches? What is so good about the sex? I think you need some other sex partners!
I really don't see how you can possibly be happy or satisfied sexually and emotionally in this perplexing situation.