Boy, this "nothing happened" thing is getting bigger and bigger! Marriage is completely finished at this point, but veganchick is still begging forgiveness and assuring that the lies are over and there is nothing else to tell. She is still unable to offer a WHY! Doesn't know why she lied? It's like the little kid who doesnít know why they wrote all over the wall with crayons!
This is where we begin to catch up with the beginning of my writing. After yet another sleepless night, I wanted to make damn sure this thing was completely out in the open, although I'm still not sure that is the case. I began some very intense, focused direct questioning to satisfy my need to know. Well, wouldn't you know it! More lies! "Semi-naked" became naked, one encounter became multiple days, Paulís inability to perform became he came in my mouth and I swallowed his load, which by the way has now become "I don't remember".