ugh it just gets worse. I forgot to mention that it doesn't help that I have been having erection problems. I am not sure of the cause. I think subconciously could I not be ok with this whole situation? then again life has been stressful for me. Laid off, job search, landed crappy job. money tight. Plus I take Cymbalta which is an anti-depressent for anxiety which could cause this problem.
Either way this inability of mine hit a peak tonight and I just got really angry. Hot flashes. ugh. Just another problem to deal with.
My SO and my OSO know and both are really supportive with this though.