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Old 10-28-2009, 09:11 PM
violet violet is offline
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: Nevada
Posts: 93

I discovered an amazing amount about myself - like most other people have said. For me, it was more discovering things that I thought I had "dealt with", that in reality I'd just buried. Opening to poly made me confront those things head-on, and while I'm still dealing with them, it's making me a better person.

It's things like separation anxiety, insecurity, etc. I'm dealing with them head on now, when before I had CLAIMED to deal with them - like I said, I'd only buried them.

By proxy, it's made me more anxious, more insecure, more possessive in the mean time. lol It's changed me for the worse in the present, but will make me a FAR better human being in the future once this shit is out of the way.
"No lover, if he be of good faith, and sincere, will deny he would prefer to see his mistress dead than unfaithful."
-Marquis De Sade

"Variety, multiplicity are the two most powerful vehicles of lust.."
-Marquis De Sade
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