So I have decided to just keep my friend in the dark about my marriage. I hope I've made the right decision but I guess I'll have to see how I feel in the future. Maybe a circumstance in the future will influence me to open up but for now I think it's better to stay covert. I mean one side of me feels down about it and the other feels it is sort of necessary. I thought he would be the only one out of my whole family to know but I don't think so. I know I cannot predict his reaction but just the possibility of him being negative about it makes me cringe.
Anyway Mark will be coming soon to camp with me and Jess in our backyard. Can't wait to eat some s'mores.
Do what you are.