Originally Posted by SNeacail
It's OK to be upset right now and it doesn't matter the WHY! In fact the reasons for being upset will evolve and change. Eventually you will want/need to disect everything, but don't rush yourself.
Originally Posted by dragonflysky
Sorry about your loss....It's ok to be upset you lost her AND be glad she's gone.
It's hard when we do our best to openly and honestly communicate with someone only to find they weren't playing by the same "rules".
Thanks guys, but I really don't feel like being upset about anything. I really wanna push it out the way and just move on with life.
Eventually, those will come to us who are worth our time and effort and will show us the same appreciation back. Bring on that day.