Jealousy sucks. Just when I thought I was getting a handle on it, some new situation triggers it. My boyfriend has two full time mates with whom I get along wonderfully. However, he's currently on a little road trip with his male partner and they're planning on being physical with an online friend of his partner, a young kinky minded female.
I really didn't like how I felt when I learned of the trip, it made me insecure and worried. I wondered if she'd be more fun than me, or better in bed. He assured me it was only going to be sex. He has no romantic feelings for her and that I shouldn't worry. He even offered not to go if it made me uncomfortable. But in the end, I told him to go forth, have fun and that I trusted in his love. Now I'm focusing on not thinking about it...just looking forward to his return.
I tried being reasonable. I didn't like it. ~Clint Eastwood~