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Old 09-08-2011, 09:27 PM
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: Tacoma/Tucson (long story)
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Going slowly is also a good thing, NYC. That's part of what a probationary period would be for me, I realize. Slowness is going to be enforced on us pretty soon since I will be going out of town for three weeks and he will be leaving for 10 days three days after I return. So there'll be a month and change of long distance communication only.

That's if we're still talking. I hate silence. I have no idea what's going on and it's very hard for me to be in limbo. I made my request for assurance on the disposable issue two days ago. I'm trying not to be impatient. *sigh* We've got 10 days until I leave to try to figure something out.

Thank you to everyone for their comments and support. It's really helpful to have this forum to talk about my struggles.

"But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire
'Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
When you're standing outside the fire"
Garth Brooks and Jenny Yates
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