Well, she never answered. It was a sleepless night of praying her cell got dropped in water, anything to explain the silence. But... I'm a big girl, and I think I know what silence means.
I can thank them for awakening a part of me dead for the better half of a decade. I can be thankful for the shove into a place where I'm oddly comfortable. Thanks to them for helping me realize what I am capable of... Maybe... Someday... Thanks to you all for showing me it can be a family.