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Old 09-08-2011, 04:57 AM
prenominalpolyamorist prenominalpolyamorist is offline
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...when I look back on my life, I have always felt as if something was lacking...often finding myself hinding the feelings I had when I became attracted to someone other than my monogamous partner. I would feel ashamed or dishonest...I don't want to feel that way. I want to be able to realize my feelings and to be close with someone who understands them. It becomes a struggle to pretend and portray yourself a certain way when you are having emotions and excitement that are pulling at you. I hope that someone can help me to sort out these ideas and lead me into a more confident decision in the type or style of poly relationship I really am looking for. At this point, all I have are one to bounce them off of. I just know that I am ready to dive into this and hopefully fill more at home in my new skin, now that I am not afraid to hide it.
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