The probation idea sounds like a good one. I'll have to think about how I'd want to present that. And what it means to me, so I can communicate it effectively.
I am pissed, although I, too, want to reunite. The bond we developed is quite strong and I believe our connection is worth it. I just want to feel respected and as though I have some emotional safety. I know all relationships are risky, but this one has already proven to be so....
I know probably I'm nuts, but I'm in love even with all that has happened. I want to make it work, if we can. I'm waiting for him to respond to my request (? not really a request since it's a deal breaker, but I'm not sure what other word to use).