OMG MRC, I'm sorry! I didn't men to make you cry or to upset you!
Re-reading my post, that was incredibly insensitive of me. After reading through the entire thread I was just so worked up; a fe of the other replies touched on my feelings but just didn't say what my sarcastic but serious side just HAD to let out after all that.
I'm glad you saw the positive in it, but I don't want to push you into a thought process of fellig badly. You chose to be with your husband for a reason, there must be good in him, there are reasons you fell in love with him. Hopefully as you consider those things, he can get in touch with those reasons he fell for YOU, too.