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Wondering 08-26-2010 03:51 PM

Hoping to learn more about poly
 
Hello all. I am a married soon to be 30 year old woman. My husband and I are new to the Poly lifestyle. We both are looking for the same thing but lately with his new girlfriend things seem to have taken a strange turn.

I don't know if i am being a silly woman and need to learn more about poly, or if she just isn't what's needed in our life. I'm hoping to learn a few things and meet new people who can help me understand other things.

NeonKaos 08-26-2010 03:53 PM

Before we can help you understand "things", you'll have to tell us what these things are.

Wondering 08-26-2010 04:08 PM

OK guess i forgot to tell. Sorry.

Well my husband has a girlfriend but its a long distance relationship. She makes him smile and so happy and i am happy for him. I love seeing him so happy. At the beginning of the relationship they talked non stop but that is normal. I would fall asleep next to him in bed while he talked to her on the phone. But somewhere something went wrong. I was being cut out of things. He would start leaving the room to talk to her. It felt like she wanted to forget i was there. I let it go being i thought it was just them wanting to get to more about each other. Well they decided they wanted to meet and wanted it to be the weekend of his birthday. But the week before I got upset and called off the meeting bc she met some guy and ended up having sex with him the same night. I was scared about the thought of her just having casual sex.

She and i dont talk bc she doesn't want to get to know me. She wants to keep the 2 relationships seperate and that isnt what he nor I want. Its not that we are looking for 3way just to be able to be comfortable with each other.

But anyway the meeting happened. He came home so very happy. And now he misses her like crazy but she not so much with him. She is wanting to go back to have less of a commitment and really wants to keep having casual sex with whoever she wants and I am scared of that. I'm scared of catching something and i don't know if i am being selfish and controlling by saying this cant happen. Or do i need to keep my mouth shut and let her live her life the way she wants and let them 2 have their thing.

NeonKaos 08-26-2010 04:25 PM

Welll... as long as they use condoms, would you be ok with it then?

If it's because you're worried about "catching something", then using condoms would be the answer (I realize that condoms are not 100% guaranteed but still that's usually the caveat when it comes to casual sex).

Or is it about more than just being "scared of catching something"?

There is nothing wrong with being "selfish" because you don't want to catch a STD, but it sounds to me like there is more to it than that. I read between the lines and something tells me that you are afraid of something else but feel that the "scared of catching something" is a "safe" reason to put first so you won't have to confront whatever else is bothering you.

Wondering 08-26-2010 04:34 PM

I am terrified of catching something i can't get rid of. I have never had casual sex it scares me so for someone who is sleeping with husband to do it really scares me. He trust that they are using condoms bc he "knows" her and she doesn't lie. But she refuses to talk to me so i don't know her and am very unsure of trusting that she is being careful.

NeonKaos 08-26-2010 04:38 PM

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Originally Posted by Wondering (Post 41815)
He trust that they are using condoms bc he "knows" her and she doesn't lie.


Do you know what condoms are and how they work?

Wondering 08-26-2010 04:40 PM

Yes i know what they are and how they work. What i don't know is if she is telling the truth. I feel like i am freaking out over nothing but very unsure.

NeonKaos 08-26-2010 04:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Wondering (Post 41818)
Yes i know what they are and how they work. What i don't know is if she is telling the truth. I feel like i am freaking out over nothing but very unsure.


:eek::eek::eek::eek::eek:

Why would you need to know if SHE is telling the truth???

HE is the one who should be using a condom!!!!!

Wondering 08-26-2010 04:44 PM

They did use condoms but the problem is they break and if she isn't using them with all the other guys then we are in trouble. See what i am saying. Even though he is using them doesn't mean she shouldn't with her other partners.

NeonKaos 08-26-2010 04:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Wondering (Post 41824)
They did use condoms but the problem is they break and if she isn't using them with all the other guys then we are in trouble. See what i am saying. Even though he is using them doesn't mean she shouldn't with her other partners.

You got that right sister.

I would be "afraid of catching something" if I were in your place.

Maybe you should use condoms with your husband from now on.


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