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dolliesque 07-20-2010 07:17 PM

I'm Lily, and I'm 18. I'm bisexual, and very new to the concept of polyamory. I have a straight boyfriend who I've been with for a year now, and who may or may not be open to the idea.

I'm basically just exploring my options right now. I love my boyfriend and I love being with him...but I still find myself attracted to other women. I don't want just a friend I mess around with, I want a real relationship with a woman and yet still have my boyfriend. I feel almost...selfish saying that but that's how I feel. I know my boyfriend's okay with me messing around with other women, I just don't know how he'd feel about me bringing emotions into play.

It's very confusing. I want to be honest with him and share how I feel before I even try it out...but it's kinda scary. I don't want this to ruin us.

I guess I'm here to learn and grow, and maybe even make friends along the way. XD


Ariakas 07-20-2010 09:00 PM

Welcome to the forums. I think you will find a lot of people that can relate here :)

AutumnalTone 07-20-2010 09:16 PM

Welcome aboard.

dolliesque 07-23-2010 04:17 AM

Thanks for the welcome. It's so nice to know I'm not alone in this. xD

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