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kissapolygrrl 11-07-2012 01:50 PM

Heartbreaking end of a relationship
I'm utterly heartbroken. Yesterday, my boyfriend told me that us dating was putting such a major strain on his marriage and he ended things. The absolute sh*t thing is that we are so good together. He's everything I would want in another partner and I care about him so deeply. I wasn't "in love" but I was in deeeeep "llike" with the potential for more. We both still care very much about each other but obviously his marriage is his marriage and I'd never in a million years ask someone to do anything but fix that. But right now, I'm hurting so deeply. I wanted so badly to text him last night and talk about the elections, and the marriage amendment in our state..I wanted to celebrate with him...I can't listen to the music station we listen to. I look at the time and know that he's about to go to work, which is a mile or so away from my house. I haven't dealt with a breakup that mattered to me in many many years. :(:(

GalaGirl 11-07-2012 02:09 PM

I'm sorry you are hurting. Breaking up stinks. Do the self care you need to do for you at this time. Hang in there.


kissapolygrrl 11-08-2012 07:48 PM

GAH! It's been so long since I had to "get over" a breakup...and I know it'll happen eventually but right now, it feels impossible. I am so sick of the ups and downs...I'll be happy...then I'll get super sad...then I"ll get angry. It just sucks. I'm tired of thinking about him...and I'm tired of everytime my phone gets a text having this tiny, pathetic part of me that hopes it's him even though I KNOW it's not.

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