Beefjerky
11-27-2009, 02:15 AM
I'm 25 and my GF is 23. This is a very new idea for me. I was referred here by another forum post when I did not know how to deal with my situation.
my story is here http://www.allsexadvice.com/forum/thread6673.html
I want more then anything to stay with K(gf) for the rest of my life and have been sure of this for a while. What few friends I have left in my life would not understand and I really need help ,advice, and support right now.
I really want to change the way I think but it has and is very very difficult for me to accept all this.
As an update on my story both K and C have decided to stay friends for now. K does not really know what she wants and is trying to sort herself out and find what she really wants and C just isn't ready for a relationship at the moment but does really like K and would if he felt ready for it.
This is an emotional vortex for me. At times I get hard just thinking about her getting off on another guy and other times I feel deep sadness because she wants more then just me.
Please any help is appreciated :confused:
my story is here http://www.allsexadvice.com/forum/thread6673.html
I want more then anything to stay with K(gf) for the rest of my life and have been sure of this for a while. What few friends I have left in my life would not understand and I really need help ,advice, and support right now.
I really want to change the way I think but it has and is very very difficult for me to accept all this.
As an update on my story both K and C have decided to stay friends for now. K does not really know what she wants and is trying to sort herself out and find what she really wants and C just isn't ready for a relationship at the moment but does really like K and would if he felt ready for it.
This is an emotional vortex for me. At times I get hard just thinking about her getting off on another guy and other times I feel deep sadness because she wants more then just me.
Please any help is appreciated :confused: